anjir itu judul nya jijik banget, but yeahhhh, ini curhatan gue!!!
gue lupa tanggal berapa gue curhat sama kalian di snapgram, how i cried myself to sleep for 3 days straight. but yea, i did dan itu semua kARENA GUE PUTUS OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA. silly me.
ok, gue beneran punya pacar, kek 2019 gue wishing 2020 bakal punya pacar, DAN BENERAN TERKABUL OMG HAHAHAHA, tapi sayang nya harus putus sih ya gue gak marah juga pas putus kek, yaudah gitu, cuma sedih aja 'coz ykno, im such a dramatic crybabe xixi.
udah, masalah nya itu doang. gue sering banget kan ditinggal sendiri di rumah, dan awal-awal putus tuh kek, SEDIHHHH BANGET, i felt so lonely. but ykno what? yang gue kira bakal sedih lama ... ternyata sekarang oke-oke aja*-*
jujur gue sendiri mikir zee bakal kek berlarut lama, dan kalau liat doi udah nonton snapgram gue bakal kek "huhuhu, kok dia cuma liat sg gue aja gak bales apa-apa huhu gue kangen." nyatanya, saya, biasa saja:/
LMAO NGAKAK BGTT, jujur gue sempet kangen (that's very normal), dan sering bikin sg galau tapi gatau, gue bikin itu juga kek gaada feeling nya gitu. kayak ... udah ikhlas?
sisi jahat gue selalu mengatakan "zee, you're a bad bitch, lo cantik, lo hot as fuck, lo jago ngomong, dAN LO NGE GALAUIN SATU ORANG? nope, lo bisa nyari yang baru secepat kilat, darl. you can definitely nail everyone's heart."
which sangat sombong tapi well, gue udah sering bilang kan, gue ngehandle insecurities gue dengan jadi sombong? so yeah, thats it.
(this part written a month after i broke up shiii-) bcs gue udh feel WAY BETTER, imma close this post right here right now, also reminds y'all to stay safe and healthy and LISTEN TO MY PODCAST ON SPOTIFY BITCHES<3
ciao,
zee.
